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Addictive relationships are confused with "love" By
Tom O'Connell Addictive
relationships, all too often, are confused with "love." The
result? Serious problems. An example of sexual addiction can be found in
Albert Camus' story "The Fall." The
central character says, "My relationship with women was natural,
free, easy, as the saying goes....I made use of them more often than I
served them." Right away we learn that the man is interested only
in his own satisfaction. But lasting satisfaction doesn't come with
addiction. "True love is exceptional--two or three times a century,
more or less. The rest of the time there is vanity or boredom." Describing
his past, he admits, "Sensuality alone dominated my love life. I
looked merely for objects of pleasure and conquest....my sensuality was
so real that even for a ten-minute adventure I'd have disowned father
and mother." Thinking
of sensuality as a game, he says, "I played the game...I often
changed parts, but it was always the same play...As a result of not
being romantic, I gave romance something to work on...I believed what I
said; I was living my part." He
equates his womanizing to gambling. "You see, I can't endure being
bored and appreciate only diversions in life. Any society, however
brilliant, soon crushes me, whereas I have never been bored with the
women I liked. It hurts me to confess it, but I'd have given ten
conversations with Einstein for an initial rendezvous with a pretty
chorus girl." Enough
to get the picture across? Where's the relating? To "relate,"
according to American Heritage Dictionary, means, "to have
connection...to interact with others in a meaningful or coherent
fashion...to respond." Unfortunately,
for many people in our society the words "being in a
relationship" mean the same thing as the words "having
sex." And vast numbers of people in "relationships" don't
know the first thing about relating. They are sexually addicted. Psychologist
Stanton Peele wrote some very interesting observations about addictive
"love." He says, "Love is an ideal vehicle for addiction
because it can so exclusively claim a person's consciousness...When a
constant exposure to something is necessary in order to make life
bearable, an addiction has been brought about, however romantic the
trappings....Often two people simultaneously engulf and are engulfed by
each other. The result is a full-fledged addiction, where each partner
draws the other back at any sign of a loosening of the bonds that hold
them together." Couples such as this focus on sensuality as their
source of ecstasy, have withdrawal symptoms during separation, and
suffer from intense craving to reconnect for more of the excitement. Partners
in an addictive relationship, according to Stanton Peele, "are
motivated more by their own needs for security than by an appreciation
of each other's personal qualities...Thus they are likely to demand
unchallenged acceptance of themselves as they are, including their
blemishes and peculiarities...they create a private world which others
can't enter and would not want to enter." Peele
explains, "Paradoxically, at the stage when they have rejected the
rest of the world, when they need each other most, the lovers have
become least critical and aware of each other as unique
individuals." That becomes their stumbling block. What
about the intensity or "passion" of the two lovers? "The
intensity that we see is that of desperation," says Peele,
"not of a desire to know each other better. In healthy
relationships the growing attachment to another person goes with a
growing appreciation of that person; among these relationships are those
inspiring love affairs where two people continually find new facets of
each other to admire and delight in. In addiction what is apparent is
not the intensity of passion, but its shallowness." He
compares addictive love to drug addiction. "As with heroin and its
irrecoverable euphoria, or cigarette smoking in routine excess,
something initially sought for pleasure is held more tightly after it
ceases to provide enjoyment...The love partner must be there in order to
satisfy a deep, aching need, or else the addict begins to feel
withdrawal pain." According
to Peele, "The addictive foundations of such a relationship are
revealed when it ends in an abrupt, total, and vindictive
breakup...because the involvement has been so total, its ending must be
violent. Thus it is possible for two people who have been the most
intimate friends suddenly to turn around and hate each other, because
they have been thinking more of themselves than each other all
along." Well,
is there such a thing as healthy relating? Peele quotes Erich Fromm's
"The Art of Loving," a classic work: "Mature love is
union under the condition of preserving one's integrity, one's
individuality." This kind of love includes "an active concern
for the life and the growth of that which we love." Such a union, according to Fromm, involves a "full commitment in all aspects of life." But there is a catch. "If a person loves only one person and is indifferent to the rest of his fellow men, his love is not love but a symbiotic attachment, or an enlarged egotism. |
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