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Ancient
spiritual traditions provide backdrop for formation of AA By
Tom O'Connell The
Buddha (born 560 B.C.) had immersed himself in countless worldly
pleasures, eventually became enlightened, and saw through the
illusions of the world. He sought "extinction of
craving" and counseled, "Cease desire." He saw
attachment to the things of the world as a barrier to spiritual
growth, and recommended detachment. Two
thousand years ago, Jesus the Christ told us to look within.
"The kingdom of God is within you."
"The truth will set you free." For me, the truth
that sets us free is that we are sons and daughters of God and
need not look outside for happiness. Also, Jesus said, "I am
the way." He was the model for no addictive behavior. He
sought balance, he prayed, and he meditated. He suggested that we
go to "the secret place," the inner temple that's inside
all of us, to find peace. In "the secret place" deep
within we see our addictions more clearly, and through prayer and
meditation we set ourselves free from our egotism, our illusions,
our addictions. Aurelius
Augustine (354-430 a.d.), a North African who is now known as St.
Augustine, was a self-acknowledged sex and food addict. Discussing
his lower appetites, he said, "My invisible enemy...seduced
me." "There was no rest for me." He also made what
I believe is a very powerful statement about our true natures.
"Lord, you made us for yourself and our hearts are restless
until they rest in you." For
Augustine, the turning point was when he heard a voice that told
him to pick up and read the Scriptures. And the page he flipped to
at random was about "reveling, drunkenness, and
debauchery." He read, "Instead, put on the Lord Jesus
and make no provision for the flesh, to gratify its desires."
This sounds to me like an echo of the Buddha's advice: "Cease
desire." Augustine
saw that he had a perverted will, and was caught up in desires,
habits, compulsive urges, bondage. He saw the need for complete
surrender to God through confession, amends, and changing his
behavior. And his recovery process is very similar to 12-Step
addiction recovery. Bill Wilson and Dr. Bob Smith didn't invent
spirituality. It was passed down to them from previous
generations. They just packaged it wisely, in a non-threatening
way. In
medieval times, Francis of Assisi (1182-1225 a.d.) in his 44 years
was tormented by craving, and was known to throw himself into
thorn bushes to help him squelch the desires of his lower
appetites. He said, "We should find no pleasure or delight in
anything except in our Creator...nothing must come between us and
God." Here we go again. Cease desire. Detach instead of
attach. Eliminate all that separates us from our walk with God. In
modern times, William James, once known as the Father of modern
psychology, explored religion in a series of 1901-1902 lectures,
and his spiritual research is found in his book "The
Varieties of Religious Experience," which was given to AA
co-founder Bill Wilson in December 1934 to help him understand the
meeting with God that he had experienced in his hospital room. William
James said that underlying all religion are two items: 1. An
uneasiness.
2. Its solution. He discussed: "The divided self and
the struggle." "Change of the personal centre."
"Surrender of the lower self." "Appearance of a
Helping Power"...and "a sense of union with it." Carl
Jung, who was influenced by William James' work, saw that
"the truth was the panacea" in the work to achieve
"reunion of the spirit with the body." Healing,
according to Jung, was getting hold of one's story. The story, he
said, was "a precious possession...clamoring to be
lived." The problem with mentally disturbed people, such as
addicts, was that their life story had been interrupted. When
the American alcoholic Rowland went to see Dr. Jung in 1931 he
soon felt that his alcoholism was a thing of the past. But in 1932
he relapsed. Then he went back to Jung for help, and was told that
his case was "hopeless" unless he had a "spiritual
conversion," "a genuine conversion," "a
spiritual experience." Jung saw that the Latin word "spiritus"
could mean "spiritual" while also representing the
"spirits" found in alcohol, and realized that the higher
"spirit" had to be substituted for the lower. Rowland joined the Oxford Groups, comprised of Christians who believed in honesty, purity, unselfishness, and love, and who followed a way of life involving self-survey, confession, restitution, and service to others. He soon became sober and passed the word on to a drunk named Ebby, who got religion and also became sober. Ebby passed the message to Bill Wilson, a former school chum, who saw the "light" in December 1934 in a New York hospital. Wilson passed his story on to Dr. Bob Smith in Akron, Ohio, in 1935. And from that time on, alcoholics have been sharing their stories, and healing each other in spiritually-based mutual help groups. |
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